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POEM NAME :: "Solace" - made 10.31.02 I had the idea of making it in the middle of English class while I was playing around with a talking dictionary.
Life is a vampire
Sent out to drain
Pain is its game
Tis I who ends up without a name
Despised in this game
Lost inside the flame
In a square tenebrous room
My doomed fate, I blamed
To Clotho, I cried
"Would you untie my thread of destiny?"
"Why not have some empathy?"
My doomed fate, I blamed
To Lachesis, I laughed
"Is it fun to measure my torn thread of destiny?"
"Why not have some empathy?"
My doomed fate, I blamed
To Atropos, I asked
"Would you cut my thread of destiny?"
"Why not have some empathy?"
My doomed fate, I blamed
"It's the end of the world."
My World
My Love
My Life
My Gun
The trigger ceases all
Solace
Halcyon
Aidenn
My doomed fate, I blamed
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POEM NAME :: "Cliche"
- made 10.29.02 Awkward sounding ... I don't like it
In years, you never cracked a smile
In tears, you never clacked a sound
In fear, you never backed away
It's easier to die
Sunder me
Sunder you
You kept coming to this place
What a disgrace
This cliche
It's easier to die
Sunder me
Sunder you
Abstrusive
And it's you who I'll never understand
You know It's easier to die
Sunder me
Sunder us
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Title: "a blank day", made 29.07.02 ... ^^ i donno how i ended up with it but i'm happy
a blank day
that day was calm
you're not here anymore
that, i know
my voice won't reach you anymore
so i'll change it to a sad poem
someday, you'll see this poem
even though you're with someone else
memories ringing in my heart
fading away
still, in this blank day
i am alone
my voice won't reach you anymore
so i'll change it into a sad poem
pain in my hands i still write
wishing you'd open this poem i wrote
my voice won't reach you anymore
pain ringing in my heart
it still hurts, that's why I wrote
that's why I wrote.
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title: "Alien Sky" - one of my favorites i made~^^
the grass is beautiful
at the other side
here at the other side
time never runs out here
there is no love
there is no time
i have no life
here with an alien sky above my head
i tried so hard
not to come here
so unreal
my old memories locked away inside
thrown out the window
the night stars
shine above me
the surreal, dormant stars
i reach to the stars searching for you
but it's just all fake
i'll never reach anyways
in this alien sky
with nothing at
all but my wishful thoughts
down onto me pours the light of morning
here with an alien sky above me
there is no love
there is no time
i have no life
here with an alien sky above me
i have no choice
now
but to turn the key
and forever lock my memories inside
never again turning back
at the other side with an alien sky above me
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Title: "So Where Do I Sail ?" [this poem is incomplete, i donno how to complete it.... help!]
So where do I sail?
So where do I go?
Inside your rainy heart
I am disappering in you
Every dream has its end
The sea is no longer calm
The storm has come
So where do I sail?
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Title: "Your Poem", i know i suck at titles ^^ idea came from LUNA SEA
Tonight is yours
If there's something you want
We can steal it
Even those stars, scattered upon the sky
Let's take back our dream
That we always saw
Before it's dried up
Pieces of our minds
Scattered through out the sky
Tonight is yours
Let's take it back
Shards of reality piercing my heart
Let's get it all back
new poem 27/07/02
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Title: "Optical Light", i don't know why i chose this title, i hate this poem. even though i made it, makes me feel weird. = =;
loveless
your sweet eyes... that i stare
your lovely face... that i touch
your hands... that i had held
your smiles... that i had endured
my memories... that i have kept
at the deepest corner of my mind
where is it?
TORN
left alone here
in a lonely utopia
with everything i need ... but something is missing
is it you ?
i need you
come back here
i am lonely
please come back...
help me
and mend my torn memories
i just want things to be the same
nostalgias...
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Title: "I Disappear", violent poem that i didnt take seriously ^^ so don't worry about the violence ~
my head in a state
of confusion
in a corner of my room
the broken window
the turned over table
you see me
now laugh at me while i'm in this despair
round and round
i go
down a million winding staircases
i am locked away
i must escape
i'm going to escape
screams ....
through thousands
of doors
i ran through
i want to be in another place
looking at the broken
window
i cry
tearing through the grey pillows
i find a picture of you
the pathetic you i remember
you still look same
like a passive doll
i stand here staring at the photograph
a rat crushed underfoot
blood through my shoes
chewing my gum
blood dripping from my mouth
staring at the picture
thinking of ways to kill you
and to escape this place
i'm not sure whether
you exist or not
an illusion of you flows up
i'm not good enough for you am i ?
standing motionless
grabbing a knife
piercing through your heart
chopping your head off
ripping apart your guts
cutting your body into half
drinking your blood
as i cried, i laughed
blood flowing down my chest
i love you
i disappear
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Title: "Sinking with Time", good nam nao piece, i like it, it's a poem, so be quiet, and read ^^ and imagine
i see you
here you are
in my arms
your scent
so good like the great green pastures
your hands
so warm and tender
caressing me
as if you'll never leave me
your arms embracing me
as if you'll never let go
i see myself
here i am
in your arms
here together
i wish to be here forever
but i know
that eventually this will be just a memory
exposed to time
perhaps we will forget
the smiles
the tears
on each other's face
my wishes blown
by time
this eventually will become just a memory
i am drowning
sinking
sinking
towards your side
sinking
sinking
where are you going now?
i start longing to disappear
the words you spilled
are still gently echoing in my heart
till today
till forever
i love you
this eventually will become just a memory
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